I can't believe it is twelve months since you left us. Life is so lonely without you, I miss your smile and your hugs and kisses. I feel totally useless sometimes, all the things you did for me that I took for granted. Just keeping the house clean and tidy makes me cry and I hate eating on my own although the girls have been so good to me. Sue, Clare and Zach came to the special mass for you last Sunday, it was lovely having them there. When I look at all the things you made for me I am so proud of you. You were so talented and I will treasure everything you made. I have a new friend, Jackie who was sent by Trinity and we get on famously. She has my sense of humour and she takes me out in her car every week. Thank you for looking out for me, I sense your presence every minute of every day wherever I am especially at home. 'Hold my hand and guide me on my way'. Love you always and forever xxxxxxx