I've done so well for so long ... to not get too upset. I came onto your memorial page tonight after a picture popped up on my Facebook feed from our Bingo Night ... your last night .... and I'm in tears. I miss you so so much Dad. It's still not fair. If I'd have known it would have been your last night I would have said so much more than just goodbye. Life is so shit sometimes. It really is. There's so much I want to talk to you about. I still do in my head but it's just not the same. I hope at least now you aren't in any pain and are enjoying catching up with everyone including Catherine's Dad now. I love you so so much. Clare xxxx