Thinking of you with every one of your books that I am listing on Ebay. It breaks my heart to read each description you have put on the list you made for me. Please tell me if you think I should get a car? I just don't know what to do. I missed you so much on my birthday and the children gave me a wonderful surprise party with Paul arriving from Hong Kong too! He took me on some exciting days out whilst he was here. I can't visit this site without tears. At least I can know that you are free from pain now and you suffered so much and still did so much for me. I was so blessed to have had your love for all those years and I thank God for you. Love you always and forever xxxxxxxxxxx