And so I think it's finally hit me. You aren't coming back. My Dad has gone. It just literally hit me in a way completely unexpected. I've broken down and my face is sore from crying. Dad I just want you back. I can't imagine my life without you in it. Someone always there to offer advice and to mend things. It's just not fair. If I had known you were going to go then I would have said so much more. Please now how much you are missed and how much of a huge hole you are leaving behind. I love you so much. Thank you for being such an amazing Dad. Xx