Mother's Day 2015 and there's no you. I know Mum has found today extremely difficult. It's just hard to think that this time last year you were here and now you're not. I came to see you today. You have a new neighbour directly behind. He's called "Billy". I heard his grandchildren talking about their "Grandad Billy". So someone else for you to chat to.
It is getting harder Dad. Not easier. I miss you so much. It's just not fair that other people get to spend time with their Dad's and I can't anymore. I miss your advice and your patience with everything.
Colin misses you so much too. You know he'd love to show you how good he is at DIY now lol. It would make you smile.
Zach misses not having you around but we always talk about you.
Hope heaven is everything you thought it would be and more. I'm sure you had a lot of catching up to do with your Mum.
Love you so much Dad.
Clare xxxx